I am very sorry to hear about your fiances fathers death, I hope you are both okay.
Last week, my fiance’s father died.
I don’t know what to write after that. It’s less than two months until our wedding. Later this summer, fiance’s older brother is moving away to complete a pastoral program. In the fall, there’s a new nibling on its way. Fiance’s family packs a lot of life into six months.
I live in the future and in the past. My therapists inform me that this is not the best way to live if you’re looking to minimize suffering. The present can only contain so much suffering, but the past and future are infinite you know. But here we are, which means that my mind is already two, four, six months into the future, imagining vows and journeys and births.
And I’m looking at a dead body.
I don’t do well with contradictions. It turns out that one of the traits of autism is black…
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