Tag: Update

Little Update


I just wanted to give you a little update.

Sorry for all the reblogging and not answering comments, my computer doesn’t like WordPress very much. So trying to write my own posts is difficult to do.

Also my computer is now dead, so I am using my mum and dad’s laptop that is very old, and still doesn’t like WordPress. The laptop is using Vista, which is crap.

Hopefully I will be able to get my new computer soon.

If you would like to help me get a computer to make more posts and start The Mental Health Resource Hub, you can donate here.


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Would it be okay if i came back in the new year?

Sorry I know I said I was coming back next week, but a lot of things have been going on. Mum’s been to my maximus appointment and gave him a good talking to which I will tell you in a blog.

I have had the flu, and not been very well at all. Tonight I have been sick and used the bathroom too many times.

But I will try and come back soon, I miss you terribly and reading your excellent blogs.

After Christmas I will have hopefully got my mental health to some neutral level. Also I noticed that my email folders are full to the brim, and I have been missing emails. So I am in the process of cleaning them out, but one folder has 250,000 plus messages. Which is a pain in the bottom, but hopefully I can get it down to something reasonable soon.

Have a wonderful Christmas and a happy new year! I hope you all get everything you want and more!


WRAG Group Session worries and Tired Rambling

Tomorrow I have group session, and I’m not very excited about it. Mainly because I get this feeling they are going to sprouting off propaganda the government has told them to say.

How we must look for jobs or volunteering work, come in everyday, or our benefits will be stopped unless we go in for workfare.

I know that this i a why to tell you that you are fit for work, but I’m scared this is going to be forced upon us.

Mum mentioned today how she wants me to change to support, or even go for PIP and she be my carer. But I don’t think that will be possible, since I can walk and I only have mental health problems. You can work.

I think Iain Duncan Smith and the DWP will not agree with that.

Another things is, this is making me worried because I have no idea what this is about and there is nothing on the letter to indicate this. I want to cut and take lots of pills, so I can go to sleep and not wake up. I am so worried, and I am scared that they will not be taking that into account, that they will pressure me and pressure me until it is too late.

Though it has been a few days since my MP wrote back saying she will take my case, I am scared Iain Duncan Smith will dismiss my claims and call me an attention seeker. And then I will have to look for work anyway.

He isn’t exactly a man who is careful with his words concerning claimants of any kind, and he I think he utter detests people with mental health problems.

I am scared.

I am also sorry for not reblogging very much this weekend, or putting up the template for the MP letter for you all, I have had those days where I just want to stay in bed and sleep all day. Racking my brain over Tomorrow’s proceedings, and wondering if this is the end of my what Tories call Cushy Lifestyle.

I had my friend over today, which was nice. We talked about everything, our worries about tomorrow tomorrow and his WCA on Thursday. Though I could not do this everyday, it was a very much needed break and I he felt the same way about it. It is just so stressful at the moment with the government and their obsession with taking important services and money away from disabled people, because they think we were the ones to make the deficit.

I love all your blogs, and I think you are all wonderful inspirational people that deserve to be read. I’m sorry for not sharing your blogs with others, and being selfish in the way I am at the moment.

Or emailing people like I promised.

Thank you for your understanding and patience.

Fighting a good fight or at least trying

Today after not sleeping, thinking about Iain Duncan Smith I thought today would be a great day to send the DWP that SAR form.

Mum downloaded the one on government website, and it is far different from the one I downloaded. So I am going to try both, simply because it can’t hurt to.

I just hope they send me the information, and I can then see what they have said. And then I can share it with you, and let you know what they said.

Also today I am trying realm hard to reblog as much as I can, and reply to comments. But if I don’t, please don’t feel I am ignoring you, it just means my motivation has gone. But I will try and reply as soon as possible.

Have a wonderful day, and keep blogging!